Organic Corporate fools — A tale of Hypersexuality and the consequences of Sex-sells
"You should become an Instagram model."
Words of a black manager I had worked under for a brief moment. A man from Haiti, a French-speaking black male manager, robust, came with the French company I started work. At least, I attempted to start working.
On my first day, a Friday, something peculiar happened. My Haitian manager, who I had just met, was allegedly in on pre-calculated low-class office gossip. One stated that I write comments on YT because I am supposedly looking for a husband.
Apparently, the only thing I can strive for as a woman.
My Haitian manager was informed and entirely updated about who "I supposedly was." This man and I had just met. I genuinely was cheering for him. But he was a dumbass.
I was rooting for him because of all the struggles black men encounter, and seeing him in this management position was good. I told him that too; I have been a fan of black folks for as long as I can remember. But OEEF, did I disappoint myself in my judgement. This guy and a black Islander woman were vile. They were both deep in their 40ties, but the guy especially proved to be a gigantic man-child. Unfit to manage staff and a natural-born fool. Among other people in that office, these two cultivated organic fools.
Here is why this man failed as a leader. He was at both of my interviews with two different HR staff who were women. One West-Indian female, new to her job, was my second interview, and the first one was with a White female HR person.
On my first day, he writes my first and last name wrong. He had seen my Resume and had it in front of him during the interviews.
I corrected him once.
He changed the spelling of my last name.
He came back to me.
I corrected him a second time. This time only about my first name.
During the introduction round, where everybody in my department introduced themselves, the Dutch female, this was the mother with adult children. A 6ft tall gigantic specie of a woman and the Haitian man laughed at my misspelt name.
The black 'manager' would make himself smaller and shuffle his face in his clothes. Out of embarrassment, I hope.
I looked around at everyone's face as I was trying to grasp the psychological state of these OLD adults. The black woman stared uncomfortably at her table.
'I just corrected him two times,' I said. I smiled at him and reassured him I was happy he was having his moment.
The short Spanish guy(5.5') with an ample derrière mentioned that he "liked to paint and hoped to find the love of his life."
He would say things to me throughout the week that were indirect. "I am only on this site(mentioned a porn site)."
Still, in the introduction round, both women in my 'team' Black Islander & Dutch had shown themselves having adult sons.
It is usually not the second sentence you say when doing a preliminary round with co-workers. And they did not say it as in — we have children, and we are so proud of being mothers.
What's more, the manager proceeded to say at the end, "She is looking for a band."
I firmly and clearly stated that I was not looking for a band, told him that he was.
Because of my tone, he felt uncomfortable and started sweating.
I thought, this is weird, but I did not think much of it, so I left it.
— I write comments on YT as part of my Somaliland independent campaign that I promote. I also promote some of the books that I have written. One is about GEO and Race-Politics. In an attempt to understand racism. My thoughts on why it happens and is still part of Western society. —
Generally, when people verbally assault my people, I defend them as I am also affected.
I do not have FB; I am not on Instagram posing nudes and deleted my LinkedIn.
I went off LinkedIn because I had people I had never met copying my LinkedIn profile. People claimed that I was competing with them — Indian women who regularly visited my page but never sent a friend request.
These were all people I had never met; I do not know. People I have nothing to do with, nor ever worked together. People with names I had never heard of or did not know.
I found a LinkedIn profile with my name in the Cantonese/Chinees language. These are languages I do not write nor speak.
Part of the defamation rampage against me is people creating a false narrative of what I write. And it is no longer just bashing my character. Many people gaslight me, making false stories and calling me nasty names.
These are all people I do not know. I dealt with hate from people I had never had a conversation with.
Next to the "She is looking for a husband." I have been looking for almost a decade, if I have to believe my haters. A decade wherein I have ignored the stupid. This gossip is created by women with loose morals and no talent or skill set. — Women whose real-life achievement is to have a husband and children so they can live of the government.
"She is anti-social." or "She never smiles." "She can't do anything." "She is so ugly." "She is fat (I am 58kg and 60 around my birthday)." are other things people I have never spoken with gossip about.
I have seriously nothing to envy or to compete about. Nor do I personally know any of the people I am competing with and are so occupied with me.
I have a high radar for stupidity and a low tolerance level for stupid people I tend to avoid.
Ironically, the people I anger so much are the same people who follow me around on the internet. The same crowd that tells me, "When a white man says the things you say, referring here to Race-politics, it suddenly sounds different." He is called a racist. I am called other things.
